This video is the expression of mine being abroad.I really missed the atmosphere that i had in Nepal. I missed friends , i missed family and the way life goes around back there.And i kinna had feeling how would it be if i didn't go back for five years.Will i be able to bear the change that i will see.How would i feel when i go back and see grown up brothers and sisters after such a long time.How would i bear someone not having in family or in village anymore with us. i went to nepal on dashain 2069 after 4 years of my stay in Melbourne australia.As i thought, As you see and feel from this video, i had same feeling, i was shocked to see the changes.my brother sister and cousins who came to pick me up from Airport were taller than me .Not a kid anymore.i didn't know how to treat with them.The environment was so much different than what i used to see.when i went home it brought tear on me how would my grandfather welcome me if he was there . within those four years i lost my grandfathers and few others in village.it was distressing moment for me.as you hear" KAPUR KO RUKH BUDO BHAI DHALECHHA that's my grandfather .
